...::Blood...Stained...Tears::...

Majorly pissed off. I have my reasons though, although they may be 'unrealistic'. Had a really good weekend. Stayed at Matts and kept him company whilst his mother was away. Was really cool, and now I can't wait til we're older and can actually live together! Want him by myside 24/6. Lol. Had a coil fitted on saturday at space, hurt like fuck! Damn unprotected sex. Oh well. Had an alright day at college today, just was rather boring. Wish i could live in a fantasy world with no bitching what so ever.

The person who i'm pissed at doesn't even know, and I see her all the time, and why? Because I don't dare to put my view across incase it gets thrown back in my face. Do you understand what I mean? At the moment I really don't think I could care less, yet if I let this carry on, things are only going to get worse and I'll regret not sorting things out in the beginning. I don't know anymore, I don't even think I know them anymore, they've changed, but hey, maybe its just me and my way of seeing things, maybe its me who's changed, doubt it though. Oh well. Sorry about ranting, just had to find a way of getting it off my chest.

Luff yew all x

 

You are the Bright School Girl. You always cheer people up when they are depressed and always happy. When you are sad everyone knows something is wrong. You love to play and are always happy for what ever you are doing. You are always happy for someone even if you dont even know them. You hate to see people getting hurt but you always see things the bright way than others and thats what make you special!

Hey people, I haven't updated in quite a while, so sorry! Lol. I miss you all so much! Hopefully things will all get better soon, as I have finally moved house, and when I get settled I will be out a lot more, and will be able to spend time with you all, especially my bestest friend Woo! Lol. I can't wait til christmas, it's gonna be bod! I already know that I have a new phone (sony ericsson k700i) and I have a DVD player.... and maybe some new skate shoes! Lol.

I <3 You All so much xxxx

I LOVE MATT!!! Heehee xxx

Heehee, well, random update!

First off, I'm kind of feeling sad, I feel like for once I have so much to juggle that I'm starting to let people down, which as most of you will know that I hate doing. As much as I hate doing that, I can't exactly help that at the moment, as I'm just starting to get used to routine again (with college), and we (as in Me, Mum and Gaz) are supposedly moving in to Our New House soon! Yay! I absolutely cannot wait! I will live at 75 Kimberley Road Borrowash, Yay!

Well on a brighter note, I get to see Matt later! Yay! I miss him, and all of you so much! If only I had a time machine, like the one in Doctor Who! Then I could spend equal amounts of time, with each and every one of you! x

Can't wait for college tomorrow, for some reason! Lol

I <3 Matt

Love n Kisses for you all x

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You sound like: Texas is the Reason
You will be signed to: Jive Records
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Name: Chloe

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You will die by: You always were kinky in your sex life and took it just a bit to far. You died over doing breath control, blood play, or some other strange kink.
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Number attending your funeral? 127
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Life as it seems, has changed, don't quite know, whether its for the better or for the worse...

Firstly; Me and Seagrave are friends, rather randomly, he came online and was like 'Hi', I was like 'Why the fuck are you talking to me?'. So anyways we made friends, as you do.Lol. We met up last friday, sat on Sawley Park chatting, smoking some few cigarettes *teehee*

Secondly; Me and Xowie are ok again, and I think me and Bambi are also back on track, don't know whether we'll all be as close again, but only time can tell, eh? Maybe, if it's meant to be, then it will, if not, then, oh well... 

Thirdly; College is going well, am really quite enjoying it, and I'm glad I made the right choice in wanting a new start, new scene and new friends, although at the moment it is costing my parents a lot... Am I bothered???

Fourthly; We have sold our house!!! Yay! We have to wait eight weeks for a completion date now though... *grrr*, I just want to move in... and then I can catch the 'Bus to anywhere', "Anyone fancy a trip to America?" Lmao.

Fifthly, finallly, and last but not least; Me and Matt are god damn fucking great! Lol, I love him so much its unbelieveable, he makes me so happy, like no-one else ever could, I still get butterflies every time I go to meet him, and I think the reason I'm scared of meeting his parents is because I want them to like me, I don't want to make a bad impression.... *cries* I <3 Matt x

Love and Kisses for you all  xxx

FaeriexCore

 

Well, todays been pretty boring, thought i'd be polite and got to 6th form and tell them that i wouldn't be attending and that i would be going to college instead, they were really nice about it, bumped into seagraves mum there, she said Hi, and that My hair looks rather red.lol I was like Hi, no shit sherlock! It was kinda scary, i thought she hated me, surprising she doesnt as of what seagraves probably said to her.lol. Saw a load of really cool friends that i havent seen in a while, was really happy, until i told them that i wouldnt be going to 6th form, and then they all clung to me.lol. I miss him today for some reason, even tho i only saw him yesterday...

Also I'm starting to miss him again, not as like a bf or anything, just as a friend... I wish he didnt hate me, gosh, hate is such a strong word...

I wish someone would buy my motherfuckin house.lol. I really can't wait to move, to get to Joseph Wright from Sawley, I have to catch 4 buses a day, 1 from Sawley to Long eaton, 1 from Long eaton to Derby.... then i do my day at college, then i have to walk to the bus station to catch a bus from Derby to Long eaton , then 1 from Long eaton to Sawley... How much money's that goin to cost a day??? Lol.

I Love You All xXx

Well, I havent updated in a while so I thought I would...
Been with Matt nearly four months now, its a long time, I'm kind of scared of getting hurt again, even though I dont think he would ever purposefully hurt me, he came round today and we had a really nice chat, just about life in general, about exes, sex, just all the usual stuff. I love him so much. <3
Went to my Joseph Wright audition friday, which caused an argument between me and Lou, which we've hopefully sorted but I'm still upset so may take some time...
Anyways, did my audition, and got in! Yay! Then on tuesday this week went to enrol, I start on Monday, all week 9am-4pm, then on thursday I get my timetable for from then on!
I'm well excited!
What you lot been upto then? Having fun at school?

xxx I Love You xxx

Well I came back from Wales yesterday, twas an alreet holiday coulda been better... i think Lou's pissed at me, dunno why tho, she probly thinks the same about me.... oh well things will sort themselves out... I miss you... am gonna call for zoe in a bit, then meet lou, and then maybe see matt after work..... I love you..... I want you..... I need you..............
love ya all xxx

Hey People, Although I dont actually know whether anyone will actually bother to read this.Lol.I'm strange.Staring bleakly at the ceiling I think back to yesterday, and how happy I was, it was like the first time in ages that I've actually been myself, like how I used to be before I got involved with the Long Eaton Lot, happy, without any care about anything that might have upset me.... I was thinking earlier how much I've changed since me and Daniel split, and how much of a good thing that was, I'm returning to how I used to be, caring more for other people, not standing for any Bullshit, not changing for anyone, and do you know what? I like it, in fact I more than like it, I LOVE IT! My life is so much better not being in Long Eaton, and I'm actually realising how much my Friends mean to me, and that I would most probably have given up ages ago without them. I thank you all so much! I am worth so much more than I ever thought I could be, I'm beginning to gain confidence and at this moment in time I am feeling more secure than I can remember ever being. Yesterday made me so happy, I think the Caribbean Carnival did it.Lol. The people were amazing, what fabulous costumes.Lol! The music sent happy vibes throughout me, and the fact that I was with My Boyfriend and Best Friends made the day so much better! So who gives a fuck about the immaturity of the Long Eaton Lot? Because I certainly don't! I've realised there is nothing I can do about them, so I may as well leave them be.Lol. I sound so grown up, sophisticated and mature.Lol.

I love you all so Much! xxx

xxxFaeriexCorexxx

Hey People, Although I dont actually know whether anyone will actually bother to read this.Lol.I'm strange.Staring bleakly at the ceiling I think back to yesterday, and how happy I was, it was like the first time in ages that I've actually been myself, like how I used to be before I got involved with the Long Eaton Lot, happy, without any care about anything that might have upset me.... I was thinking earlier how much I've changed since me and Daniel split, and how much of a good thing that was, I'm returning to how I used to be, caring more for other people, not standing for any Bullshit, not changing for anyone, and do you know what? I like it, in fact I more than like it, I LOVE IT! My life is so much better not being in Long Eaton, and I'm actually realising how much my Friends mean to me, and that I would most probably have given up ages ago without them. I thank you all so much! I am worth so much more than I ever thought I could be, I'm beginning to gain confidence and at this moment in time I am feeling more secure than I can remember ever being. Yesterday made me so happy, I think the Caribbean Carnival did it.Lol. The people were amazing, what fabulous costumes.Lol! The music sent happy vibes throughout me, and the fact that I was with My Boyfriend and Best Friends made the day so much better! So who gives a fuck about the immaturity of the Long Eaton Lot? Because I certainly don't! I've realised there is nothing I can do about them, so I may as well leave them be.Lol. I sound so grown up, sophisticated and mature.Lol.

I love you all so Much! xxx

xxxFaeriexCorexxx